À mon medecin...

The synchronous ballet of your thoughts
The ephemeral beauty of pathos
The fatal power of missing you
The fall of tears like blood from the heart.

Your every hurt deepens my existence
I roam in hallways of your heart...maybe even your soul
Who captures whom, we're both unawares
My vision searches fields for the boy in you with the rainbow.

You play with marbles as I'm barefoot
You're the riddle,
the epitome of incomprehensible simplicity
I view the cherry blossoms, but they're so far away...
Like the first eye contact with the innocence of a child.

The lilt of your language, my strange undoing
The dreams I've built quietly of you, your anonymous humility
The thick expanse of homegrown ol' willows
In my heart is your residence of solitude.

Tread gently, O my li'l lover
You're losing touch with the little girl
You inspire her creativity,
With every gesture...
Are you aware you operate her heart in open surgery?
Every moment?
-dedicated to piyush.

I'd written this while coming back home down the usual route the bus takes...
I just decided I'd spend time with the one i miss the most, sometimes even when he's there with me.So what if its only in my mind....
The beginnings came from the track Understanding by Evanescence. I just stumbled on it by chance...After i heard it once,i looked around coz i wanted to share it with him.But he was unreachable.
I just pulled myself back in, and went back to listening it again.This time though the focus couldn't be on hearing the song completely...my mind wandered.Rather my heart felt the absence.
I suddenly felt so tired, emotionally, that if i were to die then, my soul wouldn't come to know.
I felt, the biggest lie has propagated into the world : love is the strongest force in the world.Is it strong?
If so, then why would two lovers, both hurt, both longing for each other, both longing to be in each other's arms, would still not allow that to happen? Anger, frustration, ego...seem so much stronger than love today.