A little girl's poem

I hold on to my pillow
My strongest friend
It never judges, never speaks
Just listens quietly to some of my tears

Gives me warmth in silence
As i clutch it close in bitterness
It knows, the humblest of my feelings
That rock my soul like seas

Sadnesses are too big
Don't have time for melancholy
Moving on like clockwork
I feel hurt by a caring candour.

I love the truth myself
But can't u lie just to make
me feel good once in a blue...
or would it be asking too much of you?

I don't think i'll ever be
Understood with all my thoughts
It's okay,i guess it was just
A million and 16th time i felt lost.